Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in super Dani's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 11th, 2001
2:15 pm	All the pretty horses Im bored not much has happend except i have gotten used my grandpa is dying he looks like he just got out of a concentration camp he is so skinny and the guy who used me was so cool and nice i thought he liked me and thats why he came on to me i never thought he would ever use a girl and he did and i feel slutty and nasty but oh well and also my ex bf who i still like soooo much has a new g/f ofter like 3 months of saying he still loved me and shit and now he is all excited about it and wont shut up about it and i don't want to hear about her cause i know shes like 500 times better then me i know that with out even him talking about her im so depressed Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: letters to cleo- because of you (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 9th, 2001
9:37 pm	"who is a cross country runner" "rowing what the hell is that????" nothing happend today i went home sick and i still feel like such shit i don't wanna go to school tomarrow either but oh well i gotta deal i spent the day looking through old mags and cutting out cool stuff for my binder colage cause yea i get really bored but anyways AIM wont connect me and thats annoying i like can't live without talking to my people lol (oh yea i gots people u better believe it) haha omg baby face called me sexy today lol i was trying to get to my regular lunch (instant lunch) and people were blocking the machines and he was right there and i was like "oh excuse me" and i brushed up against him (duh of course i didn't mean to :oP ) and he was like "oh no sexy excuse me" and i was like holy shit baby face just called me sexy lol i found allie and flippped ooouuttt hehe and i swear to god if becky stern touches even thinks about touching baby face i will kick her ass lol mrs all prepped out one day and mrs ghetto thug the next just cause u go out with a black guy hunnie does not mean u automaticaly turn black like she thinks she woke up the next morning and was black it doesn't work that way she is just like me a cracka lol (as cait would say) mrs cracker has to watch her back lol Current Mood: sick Current Music: match box twenty- bent (Comment on this)
Monday, October 8th, 2001
10:07 pm	its been awhile a lot of stuff has happend but nothing to important my birthday and stuff i got an mp3 player thats kinda cool today i did absoluty nothing cause i had no school i cleaned a little bit i had two races this weekend it was fun !!!! oh hell no lol i had to row a 6k (6000 meters) and a 4k (hopefully i wont have to translate that one too) its hard enough to row a 2k let alone a 4k and a 6k is just like sick it seems to never and its annoying for all of you who doesn't know what crew is its rowing and if u don't know that then its where u have really long oars with really long boats of different sizes with a really small bossy person telling u what to do well its more like barking orders rowers are like machines well conditioned machines really tall well conditioned machines hehe its crazyness crew is like the team sport i have decided guys suck and im done with them lol well untill ya know i find another one that likes me hehe then something will happen and i will be back to saying they suck and im done with them but hey thats life and even though i still like eric he is not really with in reach thats the story of all the guys i really like Current Mood: amused Current Music: Dispatch-out loud (Comment on this)
Monday, September 3rd, 2001
8:30 pm	eric one last goodbye I know you don't love me anymore I can see it in your eyes I know you cheated I know that you lied All the feelings I had for you Were steadfast and true I wish you felt the same way I do I know you will never love me again But your everything to me And when I close my eyes you are all I see Things will never be the same No matter how hard I try Why did you have to be an ass Why did you have to lie I really did love you with all my heart And I hope in years to come You will look back on what we had and remember the good times and the bad Because I was the best thing you will ever have Goodbye my sweet sweet eric I don't want to let you go but I am a better person then you I just thought you should know I thought he loved me boy was I so wrong and now I am paying for it he hurt me so bad and doesn't even care at all he just ripped my heart out and shreded it and pretty much laughed but I know that he knows I was the best g/f he ever had he cheated on me lied to me and I feel like i let it happen some how errr he said he fucking loved me he said he would never hurt me or make me cry he promised me so many things and I gave them back in return and he fucking ran all over my heart he killed me inside but I have to go on with my life just to prove that I can get over him and forget about him Current Mood: depressed Current Music: slipknot- wait n bleed (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 9th, 2001
3:23 pm	the greatest thing in life is to love and be loved in return 1) Open up your CD player, what's inside?: F.O.C.U.S.(underground hardcore/punk band 2) Look in your VCR/DVD player, is there a movie?: SLC punk and in the one in my room almost famous 3) If there happens to be music playing right now, what is it?:Raja -Injected 4) What are you wearing?: nothing but a robe 5) Look down, what's the first thing that catches your eye?: my newly shaved silky smooth legs 6) Turn on your TV if it's not on already, what network is it?: Nick at Night...I Love Lucy is on. 7) Look out the window, what's the weather like?: iits hot but yet dark no wind its just hot as all hell 8) If you were to hit redial on your phone right now, where would it call?: umm ewics house cause hes my baby 9) Say "hello?" out loud, did anyone answer?: my puppy did he knows the sound of my voice 10) What are you planning on doing next as soon as you get offline?: i just don't know 11) What are you thinking about? when i wont be hung over anymore 12) Are you eating or drinking anything? nope 13) Does being online suck a lot? well im not online all the time so no it doesn't suck i get to talk to all my school peeps luv yas 14) If you could have anything right now, what would it be? thats a hard one well sex for one and not being hung over 15) Are you singing right now? yes i always am 16) If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be? John Lennon 17) What web page are you at right now? livejournal and Raja's web site Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Raja-injected (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 5th, 2001
4:18 am	guys why do guys have to fucking suck so much i hate it they fuck with your mind and make u feel like major shit and im all depressed and shit i hate life i hate guys i hate everything i hate the world just leave me the fuck alone Current Mood: depressed Current Music: jack off jill-hate (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 12th, 2001
4:43 pm	a lot of shit with nick :oP wow so much has happend in the last two days first off i saw nick :o) and i havn't seen him in awhile and i missed him like crazy but he was acting weird so that sucked i think it was cause there were mad people we knew who were just kinda looking at us it was kinda weird so i understood but it still made me think and then i find out that his ex g/f has been sayin a lot of shit and i was in a bad mood and nick hasn't been home for awhile and he was in a weird mood so it all kinda came together and made sense and i was flipping out cause i really don't want to lose nick cause i like him so much he is the best thing thats ever happend to me and if i fuck it up i would be so pissed i need to not fuck this up what ever feelings i had for steve these are like 50 times stronger but his ex g/f has been sayin a lot of shit about everything and its really pissing me off cause i know i shouldn't believe it and i don't anymore but i was so freaked that i was going to lose nick cause i wouldn't be able to handle it at all well anyways i gots to run kids love ya all ! Current Mood: happy Current Music: guy happy-jack off jill (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 7th, 2001
12:57 pm	i have been in delaware for a week and i missed nick like crazy and some how every time i wasn't thinking about him i would see anything that reminded me of him if it was a red blazer or a guy that looked kinda like him (even though no one can be as hot as nick) but still there were people who reminded me of nick and then the bumper sticker they had at least three bumper stickers of our jokes i missed him so much it was almost unbarable well anyways over the last week i did nothing but relax on the beach or sleep all day so it was all good just chillin with my best friend Alex it was fun Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 28th, 2001
9:27 pm	haha it sucks my mom got IM so now she can be up stairs on line and if she asked me to do something she will see i am online instead of doing the thing she told me to do and can IM me and tell me to get off and she can talk to me its not cool at all like look at the convo we had today claured2 (4:23:20 PM): You cannot escape!! sweety928ny (4:23:26 PM): ahhh go away claured2 (4:23:37 PM): not nice to tlak to your mother that way!! sweety928ny (4:23:59 PM): haha claured2 (4:24:04 PM): I need to go downtown -- you wanna come along to get what you need for the trip:: sweety928ny (4:24:16 PM): down town ?? in nisky sweety928ny (4:24:21 PM): is there a down town?? soooooo not cool but anyways today my friends b.f went on her sn and pretended to be her and started asking me questions cause we are going to delaware tomarrow and he said "yea dani u gotta help me find a guy i need to get laid" and i said "well what about justin" and she suposibly said "what about him" and i said " well he is your b/f ru just going to forget about that" i was like "would u cheat on justin like really would u not just talk about it" and she was like "yea i would" and i was like "well do u think justin would cheat on u" and he said "no i don't think so" and then we had a little more conversation about nothing importants and he said (pretending to be her) "do u think justin would cheat on me?" and ok he has cheated on her b/4 hello once a cheater always a cheater no matter what the story is behind it so i said "yea i think he would cause he has had a backround of cheating b4" and then he starts calling me a bitch (and i still think its alex at this point) and he was like "u are such a fucking whore" and i was like "wtf alex if u think this way about me then why did u invite me to delaware even worse why are we even friends" and he goes "cause alex doesn't think that i do" and i said "well good for u justin" and he goes "why u gotta be such a bitch bla bla bla" and i said "well if u didn't like my damn answer ass hole u shouldn't have asked the question" and he started saying how i didn't know the story behind the thing when he cheated and i was like "i don't give a shit cheating is cheating no matter what u call it or what story u put behind it" and he was like "ahh bla bla fuck u" and then he got off like a little baby but things between me and alex are A ok Current Mood: hot Current Music: weatus-teenage dirt bag (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 27th, 2001
2:04 pm	Now that she's back in the atmosphere I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day And head back to the Milky Way And tell me, did Venus blow your mind Was it everything you wanted to find And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me i love that song so much and it reminds me of myself but anyways lata chicas and chicos Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: train-drops of jupiter (Comment on this)
Monday, June 25th, 2001
1:54 pm	wow so much has happend in like a day i thought it would be all ok but its really not like all my ex b/fs have been IMing me either confessing that they still like me or rubbing it in my face that they have a g/f and not to mention all the guys i like and have liked for a really long time have new interests as far as love goes and it didn't really matter much but one eric we have been best friends and more for like three years now and when i got on line last night i was so happy to see him on cause i really needed some one to talk to but all he had to talk about was how he did all the stuff that i wanted him to do for me i wanted him to be here to whip my tears and hug me and tell me everything was going to be alright and i wasn't mad but i was jealous i was jealous of this girl this girl who had his love for a night and will prolly hurt him later and i didn't want to tell him that cause i have a feeling she will hurt him weather or not she likes him she will hurt him in some way and who will be here to clean up the mess she will leave behind me i will be here whiping his tears and telling him its going to be alright but i dunno if i want to do that cause he wasn't there for me when i needed him most and then when i thought it was great cause he was on line he told me about her and he still listend and told me he would have rather done all that stuff for me and wished that he was there but she will still be on his mind now i knew something was wrong when i was out of his profile i knew it Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 24th, 2001
1:21 pm	everything well a lot has happend but i have been to busy to write any of it well where do i begin?!?!? ok well i have been sneaking out a lot to see nick cause my dad is like really over protective and i know he wont like nick no matter how perfect he is to me but my mom knows about him well the first time i almost got caught was when my sister came home really early from being out one night (she usualy doesn't come back till like 5 in the morning) and she was home at like 2 and she didn't see me and nick on my front lawn but she went past my room and saw that i wasn't in my bed and she didn't tell my rents even though she could have but she said she was going to lock the doors so i could knock (i would have never done anything like that to her) and after that i didn't risk sneaking out so i would walk the dog and i would always be out for an hour it was just my rents would be sleeping on the couch when i got back so they never noticed and a few nights ago i was out again for an hour and me and nick were almost at my house (i told him it would have been ok to walk him home this time but he wanted to walk me home) well we were like 6 houses away from my house and a car drives by and nick was like "woah i thought it was your rents for a second there" well it turned out it was my dad and he didn't stop the car cause he wanted to wait till i got home to punish me well i thought he was going to punish me but instead my mom talked to him about how i told her about nick and how i didn't want dad to know cause i thought he wouldn't like him just b/c he was my b/f but never the less i still told my dad about nick and now he wants to meet him b4 we go out anywhere and that sucks cause i know my dad will have something to complain about cause he always does but anyways i havn't seen nick in two days and i miss him :o( so much and he didn't even come home till 5 last night and IMed me (love you) hehe he is such a cutie i love this kid to death !!! but last night i went to the mall and had a lot of fun with my best girl Alicia and even though we have b/fs it was girls night out so we cheched out all the guys we couldn't have lol and called up her friend jay (hott) and funny as hell but nothing compaired to my baby :o) but anyways it was mad funny to hear all the black guys and we heard something new "hey boo boo come back baby" "boo boo yea i got a boo boo on my arm" and we saw our good friends caitlin and becki they are so cute hehe always really hyper haha it was great cause alicia is uasualy the one screamin shit out and talkin to the guys and i was all over it i was like "dannnmmm o lookin good baby" haha im was being so loud hehe and today i am doing absolutly nothing and i only got up at like 11 hehe but its all good well thats what has been happening in my life Current Mood: amused Current Music: jackoffjill-love song (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 17th, 2001
6:24 pm	ok i decided lol well people who prolly don't read my journal anyways i am going out with nick b/c steve is moving to cali lol and well out of the three is Suf but i am deffinetly going to go for nick b/c well he is such a hotty and he lives a street away from me and we always sneek out in the middle of the night just to talk and we talk for hours its great and if i can get my rents to lighten up then i will hang out with him without having to sneeking out but i will make do with what i have Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
8:55 pm	I NEED HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't decied between these three guys (Suf, Pat, Arron) i will list what i like about them and i already figured out what their cons were and they are all the same so forget about them SUF-he has this face that is so indescribable in its uniquness and his eyes are just so warm and comforting i could stare into his eyes forever and get so lost that only he could find me. when i am loser i can the light in his eyes to find my way through anything and he is so sweet and understanding and we talk for hours about nothing and he always seems interested in what i say and i love that so much PAT-he has these beautifu blue eyes it like u can see right through them they remind me of the ocean and his big curly head of hair i love curly hair so much i could run my fingers through it for hours and never get tired of it his big cute smile lights up my day he is just so cute i could hold him forever and he has the hottest body!! ARRON-just the way he walks is so cute and the half smile he gives when ever he says "hey hun whats up" is so adorible u could just eat him up and his eyes are like a light blue sky on a day where there is not a cloud in the sky and i love how he is always there to listen even if he doesn't like what we are talking about its almost like what ever i talk about he is interested in and he gives me his opinion no matter what it is and i tottaly respect that b/c i know he would never lie about an out fit or what i look like i just love it Current Mood: confused Current Music: Fast ball- outta my head (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
3:09 am	Steve,Nick i so have to decied between Steve and Nick.ok i have to list the good things about both of them and then the bad things and i need some ones help (becca anyone someone!!!!) ok steve is gorgeous and funny and sweet and trying to live closer to me and is a great kisser, on the other hand Nick is so hott sweet makes me laugh is my best friend is a better kisser then steve lives really close has a car i hang out with him 24/7.Steve has a g/f is four hours away and moving to cali for college and doesn't really know if he will get into a college closer to me, on the other hand Nick has a g/f and he cheated on her but with me and it wasn't really cheating b/c well they were on a "break" but still we kissed so i dunno if that is really cheating or not i am so broken up about this and so confused i need HELP!!!!!!!! Current Mood: confused Current Music: AHH HELP!!!! (Comment on this)
1:35 am	Becca Okay, there is this girl..and her name is Becca Flink. Ever since she came came out of her mommy's stomach, we were friends. We have pictures of us from when she was like 2. She is in 7th grade (i know she seems young but the age difference doesn't mean anything yes she is that cool) . She is my second sister. (after Nikki). I can talk to her about absolutely ANYTHING, and i would never feel weird about it. She tells me everything that goes on in her life, n vice versa, and always listens to my problems. Like, whenever Nikki is out with friends while i am stuck home, Becca is always there to comfort me and cheer me up. And if you wonder how she does it..well..i couldn't tell you..because she just knows me so well that she can do anything and i will laugh! i love her so much and we are def. best friends forever!! Here is a story of us: Last year during New Years..her sister and her were stuck up in Lake Placid, instead of at home at parties with their friends. So anyway, my family came up to their house in Lake Placid so they weren't too bored. 3 Funny Things Happened: #1-Right on New Years Eve, me, becca's sister,becca, and her Grandma were in the Living Room watching the ball drop. Our parents were off getting drunk at Nicola's, not to mention her dad bitching out some black guy smoking, "don't mess with the guy with the gray hair!!"<~~thats a classic! So anyway, all of a sudden we here what sounds like someone shooting. So becca slips on sandals, but I, (being the stupid person i am lol right pete!!) run outside in the snow with no shoes on while screaming "oh Cold! cold!! COLD SNOW!! ahh!!!!" lol. So we ran onto the hill on the 18th Green of the golf course and saw that it was only fireworks, and not the Y2K shooting or whatever. haha~ #2-Our parents, brothers, and sisters, and her grandma were all downstairs watching some dull movie. Me and becca went upstairs instead of watching the movie. Anyway, we got bored and decided to have a pillow fight. It was going great~haha~and fun!!! So, anyways, I was standing up on Beccas bed and becca was standing up on my sister's bed. Then Becca jumped on the floor, and I stayed on the bed. She wanted me to fall, because she thought it would be funny. So, she took the pillow and flung it around my ankles. Anyway, there was so much extra slack, that it wrapped around my legs. I wanted it back, so I pulled it really hard. Sure enough, I was close to the night stand. So, when Becca pulled it, I fell right over, landed on the night stand, and fell to the floor. It made the biggest noise and all the "elders" or "mature people" yelled and came upstairs to tell us to stop! #3-*~*~*~*READ THIS!!!!!!!!!*~*~*~* It was like 1:30 and our parents were drinking i think. Anyway, considering the time, me and Becca were like, "can we go sledding?" and our parents were like, "sure!!! i don't see why not!! be careful!!" So, Becca and I got our warm clothes on and headed out. We only had one sled, but it was the blow up snow-boggan!! that was HUGE that could fit at least 2 people. We went on a few hills, and then a few more. Then she remembered this big hill that we should sled on. So, we walked to it, and admired its size. We attempted about 12 times, but it was so friggin steep that we kept sliding down. It was also so hard to get the sled up~! Once we finally got up the hill, after about 20 minutes..we got to the top. At the bottom of the huge hill there was a big bump that was like a ramp and right after the ramp was the hard pavement. So, Becca and I were scared to go down and that we wouldn't have enough time to bail out, so we decided that one of us would go down the hill and catch the other as they went down. Well I went down to the bottom first so Becca went on the toboggan. Becca made sure I would catch her so she wouldn't fly out onto the hard pavement. So, she went down and it was like a ROLLER COASTER!! at the end, I jumped in front and semi-caught me and semi- smacked me really hard with her foot in my shin and made me fall(yes u read right i fell) !! Then it was my turn!! Once I FINALLY made it to the top, she threw up the toboggan. I hopped on, and before I went, I made SURE she would catch me. She promised she would. So anyway, I started coming down, screaming, and she noticed just HOW FAST I WAS GOING!! she got so nervous, so that when I came close, she jumped out of the way so she wouldn't get hit. I noticed that I was going to get bailed out by Becca, and kind of tried to stop myself. The ramp, being there, well I tried to get off the boggan before I hit the ramp, but that wasnt exactly how it played out!! Becca grabbed my foot, but then she let go when I was in the air, and I LITERALLY **FLEW** in the air, and landed on my left hip, on the hard pavement. Becca was kind of concerned if I was hurt, but she was mainly laughing her ass off. she walked over to me and turned me over just to find that I was laughing too. Becca said tonight "I HAVE NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE SEEN ANYTHING FUNNIER THAN HER FLYING IN THE AIR!! SHE LOOKED LIKE A CAR DUMMY!!!" Yeah..i love this girl so much!! Becca love ya always tbffeaeaeaeae Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: the bathroom sill-firends till the end (Comment on this)
1:35 am	Becca Okay, there is this girl..and her name is Becca Flink. Ever since she came came out of her mommy's stomach, we were friends. We have pictures of us from when she was like 2. She is in 7th grade (i know she seems young but the age difference doesn't mean anything yes she is that cool) . She is my second sister. (after Nikki). I can talk to her about absolutely ANYTHING, and i would never feel weird about it. She tells me everything that goes on in her life, n vice versa, and always listens to my problems. Like, whenever Nikki is out with friends while i am stuck home, Becca is always there to comfort me and cheer me up. And if you wonder how she does it..well..i couldn't tell you..because she just knows me so well that she can do anything and i will laugh! i love her so much and we are def. best friends forever!! Here is a story of us: Last year during New Years..her sister and her were stuck up in Lake Placid, instead of at home at parties with their friends. So anyway, my family came up to their house in Lake Placid so they weren't too bored. 3 Funny Things Happened: #1-Right on New Years Eve, me, becca's sister,becca, and her Grandma were in the Living Room watching the ball drop. Our parents were off getting drunk at Nicola's, not to mention her dad bitching out some black guy smoking, "don't mess with the guy with the gray hair!!"<~~thats a classic! So anyway, all of a sudden we here what sounds like someone shooting. So becca slips on sandals, but I, (being the stupid person i am lol right pete!!) run outside in the snow with no shoes on while screaming "oh Cold! cold!! COLD SNOW!! ahh!!!!" lol. So we ran onto the hill on the 18th Green of the golf course and saw that it was only fireworks, and not the Y2K shooting or whatever. haha~ #2-Our parents, brothers, and sisters, and her grandma were all downstairs watching some dull movie. Me and becca went upstairs instead of watching the movie. Anyway, we got bored and decided to have a pillow fight. It was going great~haha~and fun!!! So, anyways, I was standing up on Beccas bed and becca was standing up on my sister's bed. Then Becca jumped on the floor, and I stayed on the bed. She wanted me to fall, because she thought it would be funny. So, she took the pillow and flung it around my ankles. Anyway, there was so much extra slack, that it wrapped around my legs. I wanted it back, so I pulled it really hard. Sure enough, I was close to the night stand. So, when Becca pulled it, I fell right over, landed on the night stand, and fell to the floor. It made the biggest noise and all the "elders" or "mature people" yelled and came upstairs to tell us to stop! #3-*~*~*~*READ THIS!!!!!!!!!*~*~*~* It was like 1:30 and our parents were drinking i think. Anyway, considering the time, me and Becca were like, "can we go sledding?" and our parents were like, "sure!!! i don't see why not!! be careful!!" So, Becca and I got our warm clothes on and headed out. We only had one sled, but it was the blow up snow-boggan!! that was HUGE that could fit at least 2 people. We went on a few hills, and then a few more. Then she remembered this big hill that we should sled on. So, we walked to it, and admired its size. We attempted about 12 times, but it was so friggin steep that we kept sliding down. It was also so hard to get the sled up~! Once we finally got up the hill, after about 20 minutes..we got to the top. At the bottom of the huge hill there was a big bump that was like a ramp and right after the ramp was the hard pavement. So, Becca and I were scared to go down and that we wouldn't have enough time to bail out, so we decided that one of us would go down the hill and catch the other as they went down. Well I went down to the bottom first so Becca went on the toboggan. Becca made sure I would catch her so she wouldn't fly out onto the hard pavement. So, she went down and it was like a ROLLER COASTER!! at the end, I jumped in front and semi-caught me and semi- smacked me really hard with her foot in my shin and made me fall(yes u read right i fell) !! Then it was my turn!! Once I FINALLY made it to the top, she threw up the toboggan. I hopped on, and before I went, I made SURE she would catch me. She promised she would. So anyway, I started coming down, screaming, and she noticed just HOW FAST I WAS GOING!! she got so nervous, so that when I came close, she jumped out of the way so she wouldn't get hit. I noticed that I was going to get bailed out by Becca, and kind of tried to stop myself. The ramp, being there, well I tried to get off the boggan before I hit the ramp, but that wasnt exactly how it played out!! Becca grabbed my foot, but then she let go when I was in the air, and I LITERALLY **FLEW** in the air, and landed on my left hip, on the hard pavement. Becca was kind of concerned if I was hurt, but she was mainly laughing her ass off. she walked over to me and turned me over just to find that I was laughing too. Becca said tonight "I HAVE NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE SEEN ANYTHING FUNNIER THAN HER FLYING IN THE AIR!! SHE LOOKED LIKE A CAR DUMMY!!!" Yeah..i love this girl so much!! Becca love ya always tbffeaeaeaeae (Comment on this)
1:35 am	Becca Okay, there is this girl..and her name is Becca Flink. Ever since she came came out of her mommy's stomach, we were friends. We have pictures of us from when she was like 2. She is in 7th grade (i know she seems young but the age difference doesn't mean anything yes she is that cool) . She is my second sister. (after Nikki). I can talk to her about absolutely ANYTHING, and i would never feel weird about it. She tells me everything that goes on in her life, n vice versa, and always listens to my problems. Like, whenever Nikki is out with friends while i am stuck home, Becca is always there to comfort me and cheer me up. And if you wonder how she does it..well..i couldn't tell you..because she just knows me so well that she can do anything and i will laugh! i love her so much and we are def. best friends forever!! Here is a story of us: Last year during New Years..her sister and her were stuck up in Lake Placid, instead of at home at parties with their friends. So anyway, my family came up to their house in Lake Placid so they weren't too bored. 3 Funny Things Happened: #1-Right on New Years Eve, me, becca's sister,becca, and her Grandma were in the Living Room watching the ball drop. Our parents were off getting drunk at Nicola's, not to mention her dad bitching out some black guy smoking, "don't mess with the guy with the gray hair!!"<~~thats a classic! So anyway, all of a sudden we here what sounds like someone shooting. So becca slips on sandals, but I, (being the stupid person i am lol right pete!!) run outside in the snow with no shoes on while screaming "oh Cold! cold!! COLD SNOW!! ahh!!!!" lol. So we ran onto the hill on the 18th Green of the golf course and saw that it was only fireworks, and not the Y2K shooting or whatever. haha~ #2-Our parents, brothers, and sisters, and her grandma were all downstairs watching some dull movie. Me and becca went upstairs instead of watching the movie. Anyway, we got bored and decided to have a pillow fight. It was going great~haha~and fun!!! So, anyways, I was standing up on Beccas bed and becca was standing up on my sister's bed. Then Becca jumped on the floor, and I stayed on the bed. She wanted me to fall, because she thought it would be funny. So, she took the pillow and flung it around my ankles. Anyway, there was so much extra slack, that it wrapped around my legs. I wanted it back, so I pulled it really hard. Sure enough, I was close to the night stand. So, when Becca pulled it, I fell right over, landed on the night stand, and fell to the floor. It made the biggest noise and all the "elders" or "mature people" yelled and came upstairs to tell us to stop! #3-*~*~*~*READ THIS!!!!!!!!!*~*~*~* It was like 1:30 and our parents were drinking i think. Anyway, considering the time, me and Becca were like, "can we go sledding?" and our parents were like, "sure!!! i don't see why not!! be careful!!" So, Becca and I got our warm clothes on and headed out. We only had one sled, but it was the blow up snow-boggan!! that was HUGE that could fit at least 2 people. We went on a few hills, and then a few more. Then she remembered this big hill that we should sled on. So, we walked to it, and admired its size. We attempted about 12 times, but it was so friggin steep that we kept sliding down. It was also so hard to get the sled up~! Once we finally got up the hill, after about 20 minutes..we got to the top. At the bottom of the huge hill there was a big bump that was like a ramp and right after the ramp was the hard pavement. So, Becca and I were scared to go down and that we wouldn't have enough time to bail out, so we decided that one of us would go down the hill and catch the other as they went down. Well I went down to the bottom first so Becca went on the toboggan. Becca made sure I would catch her so she wouldn't fly out onto the hard pavement. So, she went down and it was like a ROLLER COASTER!! at the end, I jumped in front and semi-caught me and semi- smacked me really hard with her foot in my shin and made me fall(yes u read right i fell) !! Then it was my turn!! Once I FINALLY made it to the top, she threw up the toboggan. I hopped on, and before I went, I made SURE she would catch me. She promised she would. So anyway, I started coming down, screaming, and she noticed just HOW FAST I WAS GOING!! she got so nervous, so that when I came close, she jumped out of the way so she wouldn't get hit. I noticed that I was going to get bailed out by Becca, and kind of tried to stop myself. The ramp, being there, well I tried to get off the boggan before I hit the ramp, but that wasnt exactly how it played out!! Becca grabbed my foot, but then she let go when I was in the air, and I LITERALLY **FLEW** in the air, and landed on my left hip, on the hard pavement. Becca was kind of concerned if I was hurt, but she was mainly laughing her ass off. she walked over to me and turned me over just to find that I was laughing too. Becca said tonight "I HAVE NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE SEEN ANYTHING FUNNIER THAN HER FLYING IN THE AIR!! SHE LOOKED LIKE A CAR DUMMY!!!" Yeah..i love this girl so much!! Becca love ya always tbffeaeaeaeae (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 31st, 2001
9:58 pm	steve yet again yesterday online i talked to steve for a long time about "us" and what i wanted to come out of the relationship we didn't have but i wanted so much to have and and i dunno if i love him i am afraid to deal with that fact b/c he is so far away and its not fair for either of us to be in love and not be able to be with each other and today he IMed me and told me something that made me so happy he had dumped his g/f and for me and i asked him why and he was like ugh brb i promise he got off line two seconds later the phone rings and its steve and he was like "ru alone b/c i have something really important to tell u and i dunno how u are going to react so u might wanna go in your room cutie" so i went in my room and he says " i know this is sudden but i cant stop my feelings for u i never stop thinking about u and how much i want t be with u, u are amazing and i don't want to lose u i really think i love you and if i feel this way when i am four hours away from u it will be that much stronger when i am with u and it will just be that much stronger" i was speachless and about to burst into tears and i was laughing b/c i was so happy and i was so confused on how i should react no one has ever said it to me and actualy ment is and i know he ment it i know this sounds crazy but i know more about steve then i do about anyone and i have only known him since febuary and he is going to go to UCLA for half the year and see how his grades are and see if he can get into a college closer to me no one has ever done anything like this for me ever but from the time he kissed me to now i knew this would work out Current Mood: loved Current Music: jack off jill- love song (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
6:57 pm	This guy i really like he is deffinetly the guy i would love to spend the rest of my life with well we met in south carolina for crew and i see him at all the meets and stuff but i find out from him at one of the meets while we were talking b/c we talk on line everyday and he calls me every saterday(his set up not mine) and he tells me at states that he has a g/f and i got really pissed and then i was like "well why didn't u tell me" he was like "oh i wanted to tell u in person it was the right thing to do" and all this really really sweet stuff and the first time i met him he said to me "i was so attracted to u from the day i saw u something in your beautiful eyes and cute smile made u stick out in the croud and then that day we had that conversation for like 4 hours and i couldn't stop thinking about u till i saw u and had this great burst of happyness and didn't want to be away from u that week was the best week of my life" i will never forget that and not only is he sweet he is so beautiful and he has such a nice body and he is amazing in every way and when we kissed it was amazing everything got really quiet and it felt like the world was revolving around us and nothing else mattered but him and me and i was happy and sad b/c i found him and so scared that it would go away all at the same time well like i said he is amazing and he has a g/f and he showed me a picture of her she is like my clone and i heard from my other friends on the team she is just like me as far as personality goes and i want to be mad at him but he stayed with me for 6 hours just holding me whiping my tears comforting me telling me he would rather be with me and i believe him b/c why esle would he call me on a saterday night if he didn't want to be with me then he would be with his g/f on a date and he told me the day they were going out and he even called me on their two week aniversery but hey its not like i am complaining i love it b/c it means that we are getting closer and he is looking at schools closer to me and if he gets in i will be so happy b/c i really think i am falling in love with him and pretty damn hard too Current Mood: confused Current Music: mandy moore- I wanna be with you (Comment on this)